Douglas Nicholas​
A Bonfire
One is large, one very small:
there we are in the photograph,
bundled up by the all-night bonfire,
myself in my stockman's hat and you
swathed in shawl and scarf, everything hidden
but your Moorish eyes
Here is an old practice,
to build an outdoor blaze,
a bone fire is what they called it,
where the bones of animals
were burnt down to ash
A wind with the sting of ice crystals
comes singing through the trees
that ring the broad meadow, hissing
over the flat snowfield
to trouble the fire, the smoke
driven this way and that
On Forty-seventh Street the Hasid shakes hands;
Mazel und brucha, he says, Luck and blessing;
the ritual seals the contract without paper, without ink.
Across the square of black velvet
he scatters a palmful of glittering beauty
From time to time, one or the other of us
looks up from the bonfire and cries,
The stars! The stars! as though
none of our sisters and brothers, the living,
the dead, numberless as stars,
had ever looked up and said the same;
as though we didn't know these diamonds
poured out so freely across utter blackness
to be monstrous spheres of hellfire,
roaring in a heatless void
Swaddled up, huddled by the night fire,
see how far along we are, Theresa,
from the hot and naked days of our youth!
But my love for you smolders on
deep in my bones; it simmers
till my blood is scalding.
Come, put a hand to my face,
a hand between my thighs;
feel how I am fevered with it
When, in the murk of years to come,
by luck or blessing
you think of this night, remember
the wind-whipped bonfire, the stars,
my love for you: all these ardent things
that against the dreadful background
of vast and frozen darkness
burn on undaunted
​from EMILY BESTLER BOOKS, an imprint of ATRIA BOOKS, a division of SIMON AND SCHUSTER​